Some questions I have for God....

I have been preparing a mental list in my head since I became a true follower of Christ to ask him when I finally stand before him some day.... I am adding another question to my list today.

Why does tragedy always hit the hardest around the holidays? Around Christmas to be exact. It was the day he was born, so you would think, logically, that the best things in your life would happen around December 25th, every single year. So why is it the exact opposite?

I got a call from my first real boyfriend tonight telling me that his grandma had a heart attack on Wednesday and didn't make it. She was in incredible lady that dealt with lots of illness for as long as I knew her. But she was a true fighter and always there when anyone needed her. The rock of her family. And now she's gone and I am so sad for that family. I know what it's like to lose a family member during the holidays....seems like just last year that it was my Aunt Cathy. I'm sure he has a very good reason, but I can't wait to hear it.

Another question.....
Why do children have to suffer?
Innocent little babies.... why? Why don't they get a chance?

Why is it that the women that don't need or want children have 10.... but the families that want children more than life itself.... can't have them?

I have several more but I think I will keep those between myself and my God.

I just needed to vent. I hurt for those that hurt and today I am sad.